Notes: I was looking back at my Wordpress blog drafts and found this little drabble! I wrote it almost exactly a year ago in July 2008. So much has changed on Heroes since then – I’ve even stopped watching the show because I couldn’t stand the new storylines >_< Not to mention real-life couple Hayden Panettierre (Claire) and Milo Ventimiglia (Peter) have since broken up, and apparently Hayden has been throwing bitch-fits on set about not wanting to work with Milo anymore, hence the decrease in scenes with Claire and Peter together. Please don’t let this become another Alias – after Jennifer Garner went and got knocked up by Ben Affleck, ex-boyfriend Michael Vartan became …

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Title: Wake Up
Series: Grey’s Anatomy
Spoilers: Season 5 finale, “Now or Never”
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Did you say it?
I love you.
I don’t ever want to live without you.
You changed my life.
Did you say it?
Make a plan.
Set a goal.
Work toward it.
But every now and then, look around.
Drink it in.’
Cause….this is it.
It might all be gone tomorrow.
–Meredith Grey, Grey�s Anatomy (Season 5, Episode 24 � �Now or Never�)
Notes: Spoilers for the Season 5 finale, don�t read if you haven�t seen the episode yet. I almost cried at that ending scene in the elevator and my muse demanded that I put my thoughts to paper (or Microsoft Word, as it were). I’m pretty George is the one who dies, although I’d …

she is seized by a sudden compulsion
to break down and cry
but she doesn’t
she merely tucks away the pain
and bears it with a tight, fleeting smile
because she has never let anyone
see past the mask
she is trapped in a bitter well
of her own making
she curses her own cowardice
and wants to rage and scream:
at her own stupidity, at him, at the other
but she can’t and she doesn’t
she just takes everything in silence -
and lets her heart break
Not quite sure where that came from. I’ve been finding it oddly cathartic to write these last two days, though. It helps relieve my stress. Sometimes I feel like I’m about to explode or I feel this panicky helpless emotion take over, …

she feels lost sometimes.
somewhere along the path, she has slipped
and she doesn’t know to find her way back.
she is shadow in a world of light
and she doesn’t know how to feel.
she wonders if she belongs
among all the smiling people
darkness whispers to her.
the gray beckons, the infinite night looms
but she knows she doesn’t belong there either
she reaches for the light
and it slips easily through her fingers.
she turns from the dark
repulsed by its taint.
where does she fit in?
Wow, I guess I am in a writing mood today. This one popped out in about ten minutes. Tell me what you think
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she can’t even remember what it feels like to be happy anymore
the days pass by like a hazy dream…fleeting, quick, and unremarkable
she drifts along in the ebb and tide of her life, simply allowing things to happen to her, never initiating an action of her own
she can hardly breathe sometimes, when she catches a glimpse of him – it’s too painful
and she wonders how and when she let herself fall so far and so hard
Just a little drabble I wrote this morning. I’ve had writer’s block for a while now, but I was suddenly inspired to write this; the words just flowed from my fingers. Maybe I’ll be able to develop a story around it, …